left outside alone, sometimes its oh so true.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010



All my life I’ve been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It’s not okay I don’t feel safe

I don't feel safe..
Ohhh..

Left broken empty in despair
Wanna breath can’t find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
So much more I have to say
Help me find a way

And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it’s cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

I tell ya..
All my life I’ve been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It’s not okay I don’t feel safe
I need to pray

Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
Careless, helpless little man
Someday you might understand
There’s not much more to say
But I hope you find a way

Still I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it’s cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

I tell ya..
All my life I’ve been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It’s not okay I don’t feel safe
I need to pray

And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it’s cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

All my life I’ve been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It’s not okay I don’t feel safe
I need to pray



exams exams exams.


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have you ever truly, noticed, clouds?
Wednesday, February 17, 2010

They travel the world.
Drifting, nomads with neither home nor herd.

Servants to the merciless wind,
they have no purpose, no direction,
their focus as wide as the vast azure sky.
These wanderers are constantly being,
pushed and pulled, at the whim of their ruthless foes.

Amongst the throngs of cotton white whisps,
the abominations of nature too,
have a variety of different personalities.

Like mankind,
there are the frontrunners of the crowd,
who are constantly at the top of their game,
never once conceding defeat without a fight;

Then, there are the followers,
who are always eagerly lapping behind the leaders, just,
people who go with the flow;

With all due respect, there are also the stragglers, or rather, the "emo" kids.
These quiet thinkers prefer to be alone to channel their thoughts,
and refuse to associate themselves with the herd
in order to maintain their unique status;

And lastly, there is also the group whom we favour the most:
they form shapes at their own expense, for the joy ,
of the screaming children and the artistic appreciation of the adults.
They are enlightened by being a blessing to others,
to see the people below smile at their painstakingly fashioned forms.
(and this is where the sermon on blessed to be a blessing comes in).

Clouds. Are,
temporary delights that add to the scenic value, which is
a part of the water cycle
and shelter that gives us shade from the blistering sun;

Clouds are giant candyflosses that obscures the sun from reaching us;
Clouds are humid suffocation before rain and thunder;
Clouds are dangerous mists which could wreck havoc on an airplane
clouds are nothing more than water vapour, they are non-living things, fools!


Alas, what are clouds, to you?


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bitter. damn.
Monday, February 15, 2010

Life sucks. Period.
No matter how hard I work, or how hard I try,
I'll never be able to do as well as I expect to.
My trip to KL had seemed so relaxed, where I could cast my worries aside.
But now, I've realised that I could only escape reality temporarily.


And now I have to come back, to where I started.


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a tribute to helen kellar. she's awesome btw :]
Thursday, February 4, 2010

Her life was enveloped in an infinity of darkness,
a murderous dark labyrinth
incessantly weaving its treacherous tendrils through her mind.
Haunting, suffocating.

She could hear, she could smell;
She could taste, she could touch.
Yet,
she longed to escape from the roots of her awakening.

She yearned to see:
The luscious flora and fauna, that seemed to be brimming with
mother nature's whimsically brightly-pattterned creatures;
The snow-capped peaks of the Himalayas,
and the folding of wave over wave, in the Dead Sea.

She longed to scrutinise the immaculate detailing of a human's face, and
its explicitly crafted facial expressions:
Smiling, laughing, crying,
eating, sleeping, playing.

She yearned to be a part of this world,
to be able to see the earth in all its splendour.
She dreamt of fawning over her first rainbow;
of watching the ominent dark clouds let loose tiny water droplets. In turrents;
to admire with her very own eyes, the fascinating 8 wonders of the world;

She would give anything to regain her sight.
She would give everything to fulfill her dream.
She wanted to see,
She needed to see.
She had to see.

However, she knew that
she could not,
she would not,
and she will never see.

Life.


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